the art of corporate mind control

Jordan Maxwell: The bottom line is that the government is getting what they ordered. They do not want your children to be educated. They do not want you to think too much. That is why our country and our world has become so proliferated with entertainments, mass media, television shows, amusement parks, drugs, alcohol, and every kind of entertainment to keep the human mind entertained so that you don't get in the way of important people by doing too much thinking. You better wake up and understand that there are people who are guiding your life and you don't even know it.



Howard Beale: We know things are bad, worse than bad. They're crazy. Its like everything everywhere is going crazy so we don't go out anymore. We sit in the house and slowly the world were living in is getting smaller and all we say is please at least leave us alone in our living rooms. Let me have my toaster and my TV and my steel belted radios and I wont say anything, just leave us alone. Well I'm not going to leave you alone. I want you to get mad! I want you to get up now. I want all of you to get up out of your chairs. I want you to get up right now and go to the window, open it and stick your head out and yell, I'm as mad as hell and I'm not going to take this anymore! You've got to say, Im a human being God damn it, my life has value


George Carlin: But there's a reason, there's a reason. There's a reason for this. There's a reason education sucks and its the same reason it will never ever ever be fixed. Its never gonna get any better, don't look for it. Be happy with what you got, because the owners of this country don't want that. They don't want a population of citizens capable of critical thinking. They don't want well informed, well educated people capable of critical thinking. They're not interested in that.

what faith can do

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think its more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know

Don't you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

It doesn't matter what you've heard
Impossible is not a word
It's just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody's scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It'll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
You do have a chance
(That's what faith can do)
When the world says you can't
It'll tell you that you can!

Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

i've seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn't ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I've seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That's what faith can do

seattle rocks.

I hate it when people who don't live here say that seattle weather sucks. Those people sucks.

it is not about you

last sunday,, my care group started our fellowship of the purpose driven life,,
felt so blessed about it. make me think about what we discuss.
realizing that life is not always about myself. kind of true i guess.
i dont know. still not sure. but i think i will.

WE ARE NOT AFRAID (I hope this gives you hell)

All american rejects held a concert in indonesia right on ours 64th Independence Day (07.17.09)
and from what i saw on youtube (tentunya) it was freaking awesome.
Tyson gave speech at the end of the concert. and hope that gives those terorist hell.

People of Jakarta, we have something in common. I gotta talk to you about it. We are not afraid. I stand in front of you tonight a person who has refused to fear. Fear is the fuel for the weak. And are we weak? We are the strong few who wield our instruments and songs as ammunition to fight the good fight against the oppressors, the bastards that use bombs and terrorism to kill the innocent.

Tonight is special because we celebrate merdeka! Tonight we celebrate your independence and the earth-shaking power that is freedom! Do you feel alive? Do you feel free? Our freedoms are the only wings we have to fly above the fear, so tonight we soar together and sing our freedom into the sky. We are not afraid!

People advised us after the bombings to reconsider coming to Jakarta. People told us that we should be afraid. But this suggestion only added the backbone to our band to do something bigger than life. We are not afraid!

We played for you tonight not just as a band. Not just as a band, but as the collective voice of Jakarta that screams into the night: FUCK THE TERRORISTS! I hope this gives you hell!

selamat ulang tahun negara ku!

17.07.09
my first time celebrated indonesia independent day in state.
nothing different actually. just feel more proud to be indonesian and nationalist
miss indo so badly.
MERDEKA!

The Real Chelsea. (not on ESPN)

THE REAL FRANK LAMPARD, JOHN TERRY, MICHEAL BALLACK WERE INFRONT OF MY EYES.
IT WAS AWSOME.
seumur idup gue, baru pertama liat john terry cuma jarak setengah meter. wow!!


Micheal ballack!


Frank Lampard!! WOW!!


JT!!!


last but not least,, SOUNDERS TILL I DIE!!!

Dear Mr. President

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?

finally found what i want.

after 19 years not really sure about my answer bout all those fucking questions bout dreams.
i just found mine tonight.
i just watched pink's interviewed on youtube.
and she said this "mmh.. i kinda already did what i said all things i wanna do when i was a little girl, be famous, piss people off"

that is people.
my dream, be strong, famous, success, did my job, have fun, messing around,
piss people off, shut their mouth off, make them eat all those craps.
because i dont take those craps.
and said fuck up you people.

LOL
my little sarcastic to close this day.
good nite.

bingung gue nanggepinnya.

guys, coba de buka this link.
http://www.myspace.com/indonesiaband



If you think that Indonesia is only being used as our country name, it’s not.
There is a RUSSIAN band named INDONESIA also.

sadis gan..
bingung gue mesti bangga apa malu.

our deepest fear

our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
-coach carter-

you are not alone mike.

june 25, 2009

deepest condolences to jackson's family.
Micheal jakson, the legend king of pop died of heart attack at 50 years old.
too bad he ruined half of his life. but he still a legend anyway.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE MIKE.


it would be different if he didnt to that damn plastic surgeries.




he used to be this handsome before. too bad:(








But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone - you are not alone;michael jakson

best graduation speech ever.

Today’s the day my life begins.
Today I become a citizen of the world.
Today I become a grown up.
Today I become accountable to someone other than myself and my parents.
Accountable for more than my grades.
Today, I become accountable to the world.
To the future.
To all the possibilities that life has to offer.
Starting today, my job is to show up wide eyed and willing and ready.
For what, I don’t know. For anything. For everything.
To take on life.
To take on love.
To take on the responsibility and possibility.
Today, my friends, our lives begin.
And, I for one can’t wait.

jsp goes to public!

akhirnya ya, official jsp akan manggung neh,,
setelah cukup exist di dalam pulomas.
sepertinya sekarang sedang mencoba existence diluar kandang. bagus2. pertahankan ya!!!



pesan untuk teman2 yg dijakarta, tolong bantu dateng + triak2 ya!!

and good luck to all my bro,,

love by roy croft

I love you
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am, when I am with you.

I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what you are making of me.

I love you
For the part of me, that you bring out;

I love you
For putting your hand into my heaped-up heart
And passing over all the foolish, weak things
That you can't help dimly seeing there,

And for drawing out Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find

I love you because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a tavern but a temple.

Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach but a song.

I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good.
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.

You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.

You have done it
By being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend means,
After all.

heartbeat

Have you ever heard your own heartbeat? i heard mine today.

haven

Haven is not there for no reason.

wish you well

I, I want to wish you well
I didn't watch you go
Cause I suppose I don't know how
I, I will remember you
Not the way you left but how you lived
And what you knew

I, I want to feel your hands
I want to feel your fire burning
Right from where I stand

I'll find my way
Cause you showed me how

I, I want to know it's you
When I hear your voice inside my head
Inside my room
I, want to touch the sky
I want to see the stars twinkle
Like they were your eyes

I'll find my way
You showed me
I'll find my way
Cause you showed me how

I, I want to smell your scent
I want to breathe the air I did before
Before you left

I, I want to wish you well
The only reason my heart beats
Is cause you showed it how

5 minute university

i got this video from my economic professor. It's so funny yet it's so true. isnt it?

konsep memaafkan

arti memaafkan bukan kembali kekeadaan semula, buat saya memaafkan adalah menerima. - dee

conversations with God

If God had only one message, his most important message to all of us, and you could put it into one paragraph, what would that be?
You've got me all wrong.

what team means

You don't have to be a hero, you just have to go where you're needed

magic word "sorry"?

as human beings we can always try to do better. To be better. To right a wrong. Even when it feels irreversible. Of course, I'm sorry doesn't always cut it. Maybe because we use it so many different ways. As a weapon. As an excuse. But, when we are really sorry, when we use it right. When we mean it. When our actions say what words never can. When we get it right "I'm sorry" is perfect. When we get it right, "I'm sorry" is redemption.

don't worry

everything that doesnt kill you, make you strong.
so dont worry

Dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin: dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right!

life is getting harder this quarter.

hari ini pengen bgt gue menghilang sejenak dari muka bumi ini.
kayanya kalo punya ability seperti itu asik juga ya.

today, 04/27/09 tough day.
setelah gue gatot sama exam law gue. (thanks mr. primiani :[ i hate you so much)
my mood totally changed. males ngapa2in.

life is getting harder this quarter my friend.
gue rasa gue butuh suntikan motivation baru neh.
GOD help me!!

need focus to my goals!! fighting!!!!!

believe

kalo ngomongin believe, selalu identik dengan Agama.
to be honest, selama ini gue masih struggling dalam diri gue tentang kebenaran Tuhan.
bukan berarti gue meragukan Tuhan, gue percaya sama Tuhan 100%
tapi gue juga ga bisa memungkiri kalo untuk percaya sesuatu yang ga nyata, ga kelihatan dan ga bisa kita sentuh itu emang susah,
karna sebagai manusia, kita cenderung berpikir dengan logic, scientific dan ilmiah.
kita percaya akan adanya fakta, evidence, jadi buat apa percaya sesuatu yang ga jelas sebenernya ada atau nggak.
bener ga?

dan 2 minggu yg lalu gue kegereja dan yang hari itu sermon adalah ps. christ
hari itu ada kata2 yang menusuk banget dalam hati gue
" to believe sometimes we do not need a reason, because believing is not reasonable thing"nah lo?? bingung kan??

lalu dy tanya sama gue, kenapa orang tua gue kirim gue ke amrik buat sekolah?
kenapa mereka mau bayar lebih padahal sebenernya gue bisa aja sekolah di indo yang jelas2 lebih murah.
toh at the end, nobody can guarantee kalo nanti gue pasti akan lebih sukses dari pada yang lulusan indo.
so why?

because we believe
kita percaya, orang tua gue percaya bahwa anaknya akan bisa berhasil kalo bisa sekolah di luar.

dan kalo kita mau liat lebih dalam lagi, base of all things that we do is believe.
percaya bahwa apa yang lo pilih untuk lo jalanin adalah yang terbaik buat lo.
ga satu orangpun yang bisa garansi kalo itu terbaik buat lo. tapi pada akhirnya lo tetap ngelakuin itu ato memilih jalan itu karna lo percaya itu yang paling benar buat lo.
ga reasonable kan?

jadi sebenernya ga ada donk alasan buat kita meragukan kepercayaan kita ke Tuhan kan?
benar ga?

boqce

JSP goes to recording

boleh sedikit promisi di sini,
band saya yang cukup saya banggakan sudah selesai rekaman, dan sebagai teman yg baik
saya cukup baik untuk mempromosikanya di sini.
tolong di "check it out"
http://www.myspace.com/junetsswimmingpool

dan, barang kali kalo ada yang berminat berkenalan dengan anggota2 band ini, (walau saya yakin tidak ada) tolong jangan menghubungi saya, usah sendiri saja, oke oke??


they said that they left a spot in the middle for me, because that where i used to stand when we take a picture. but i am invisible now. :)
btw, thanks for the spot. missing all of you brothers.


boqce

green green day.

mau tau bedanya orang indonesia dan orang USA?

tanggal 29 maret 2009, gue liat jelas bedanya orang USA dan indonesia dalam melihat "SAMPAH"

hari itu gue jam 8 pagi berangkat ke seattle bersama 3 member h202 buat volunteer green festival
nama acaranya :
"Seattle Green Festival"
March 28-29, 2009
The Washington State Trade and Convention Center

jadi gue dan roommate gue volunteer buat join jadi green team a.k.a tukang sampah
basically tugas kita adalah memberitahu, mengarahkan, dan mengawasi orang2 yang pada buang sampah
jadi kita mesti pastiin kalo sampah2 itu di buang ke tempat yang benar.

dan yang paling penting dari acara ini adalah gue jadi tau dengan jelas karna gue harus menjelaskan juga, tentang macam2 sampah dan dimana sampah itu di buang.




pertama compose,
itu untuk semua sampah yang bisa di compose, alias di serap tanah. (pokoknya yang jijik2 toh masuk ke tong yg satu ini)









yang ke dua, itu recycle.
kalo tong yang satu ini menampung barang2 yang bisa di daur ulang, dan gue baru tau ya ternyata foil itu bisa di daur ulang.









yang terakhir itu landfill
jadi ini jenis sampah yang ga bisa diapa2in, jadi bakal di tumpuk aja de tuh di tanah.






dan balik lagi kepertanyaan gue yang pertama neh, bedanya orang indonesia dan usa,
bahwa mereka peduli, dan ga berhenti di peduli, tapi diikutin ama action mereka.
nah itu dia yang indonesia butuhin ACTION.

kesimpulan 29 march 2009
benefit : gue belajar banyak tentang green world (fyi, ini acara ada banyak stand, ya kalo di indo kaya prj, tapi semua tentang products yang ramah lingkungan)
harapan : suatu saat gue bisa volunteer lagi di "JAKARTA Green Festival" ingat bukan seattle tapi JAKARTA.

note: beberapa foto2 team h202 yang patut anda liat dengan seksama

stand di bawah ini menjual barang dari Indonesia lohh!!!!!

palstic bag man,, uuuhhh i am scared!!!!


boqce

none.

Everyone has a shadow. And the only way to get rid of a shadow,is to turn off the light. To stop running from the darkness, and face what you fear. Head on!

boqce

i am happy if you are happy. really?

i had a nice conversation with my roomies last night, that make me have tons of thoughts spinning on my head right now.
gue ga tau ya, apa gue dan roomates gue yang bisa dibilang masih muda ini (i guess?) yang terlalu concern ato emang seharusnya everyone should start think about it.

it's start with one simple question, hidup sebenernya buat apa se?
buat elo kah? buat orang tua lo kah? buat orang sekeliling lo kah? ato buat siapa?
gue percaya kalo hidup itu untuk diri kita sendiri.
memang agak kedengaran sedikit egois sih,tapi kalo dipikir lagi,
seseorang bahagia itu memang karna dirinya sendiri,menurut takarannya masing masing.
elo yang ngerasain, lo yang jalanin, dan lo yang nikmatin.
karna kebahagiaan itu sifatnya internal.

jadi bagaimana dengan orang di sekeliling lo?
tentu orang pengen bahagiain orang orang disekelilingnya.
buat gue, membahagiakan orang di sekeliling gue itu salah satu ke bahagiaan internal gue.
walopun tanpa pressure, tapi gue cukup tau dirilah untuk tau kalo membahagiakan orang lain itu kewajiban gue.
nah,, masalahnya itu, balik lagi kepada kebahagia internal yang complex.
kebahagian gue yang internal, belum tentu sama dengan orang disekeliling gue.
ini dia yang bikin hidup jadi susah.

nah,, kalo udah gini mucul de yang namanya rejection
keadaan dimana kita menolak sesuatu karna tidak sesuai dengan kebahagiaan yang ingin kita capai.
it's human nature kalo semua orang takut akan rejection.
dan adalah fakta kalo penolakan selalu ada di hidup manusia karna ya itu tadi, kebahagiaan itu internal.
jadi happy ending dimana semua orang bahagia itu bisa di bilang langka.
malah bisa di bilang bullshit alias bohong besar.

dan untuk menghindari rejection, muncullah kata-kata compromise
terdengar wise banget ya, tapi ini dia yang akhirnya bawa bencana.
karna kalo kita berpikir ulang dengan dasar teori dimana kebahagiaan itu internal, secara ga langsung, compromise itu ga ada bedanya sama rejection
cuma kali ini pelakunya diri kita sendiri.
berkompromi dengan kebahagiaan internal kita.

gue rasa ini dia asal usul kata kata dibawah ini yang kalo menurut gue sih,sinetron abis..
"saya bahagia asalkan dia bahagia"
nah pertanyaannya, is it true that i am happy?
or am i making those up just to justify myself?

please jangan bilang kalo waktu yang bakal ngejawab semuanya.
karna masalahnya, hidup itu cepat, dan ga gampang.

anyway, i'm glad with those dinners and chats that i had we my 3 roomies every tuesday.
fulfilling my stomach and my mind too. :)

boqce