wish you well

I, I want to wish you well
I didn't watch you go
Cause I suppose I don't know how
I, I will remember you
Not the way you left but how you lived
And what you knew

I, I want to feel your hands
I want to feel your fire burning
Right from where I stand

I'll find my way
Cause you showed me how

I, I want to know it's you
When I hear your voice inside my head
Inside my room
I, want to touch the sky
I want to see the stars twinkle
Like they were your eyes

I'll find my way
You showed me
I'll find my way
Cause you showed me how

I, I want to smell your scent
I want to breathe the air I did before
Before you left

I, I want to wish you well
The only reason my heart beats
Is cause you showed it how

5 minute university

i got this video from my economic professor. It's so funny yet it's so true. isnt it?

konsep memaafkan

arti memaafkan bukan kembali kekeadaan semula, buat saya memaafkan adalah menerima. - dee

conversations with God

If God had only one message, his most important message to all of us, and you could put it into one paragraph, what would that be?
You've got me all wrong.

what team means

You don't have to be a hero, you just have to go where you're needed

magic word "sorry"?

as human beings we can always try to do better. To be better. To right a wrong. Even when it feels irreversible. Of course, I'm sorry doesn't always cut it. Maybe because we use it so many different ways. As a weapon. As an excuse. But, when we are really sorry, when we use it right. When we mean it. When our actions say what words never can. When we get it right "I'm sorry" is perfect. When we get it right, "I'm sorry" is redemption.

don't worry

everything that doesnt kill you, make you strong.
so dont worry

Dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right.
Singin: dont worry about a thing,
cause every little thing gonna be all right!

life is getting harder this quarter.

hari ini pengen bgt gue menghilang sejenak dari muka bumi ini.
kayanya kalo punya ability seperti itu asik juga ya.

today, 04/27/09 tough day.
setelah gue gatot sama exam law gue. (thanks mr. primiani :[ i hate you so much)
my mood totally changed. males ngapa2in.

life is getting harder this quarter my friend.
gue rasa gue butuh suntikan motivation baru neh.
GOD help me!!

need focus to my goals!! fighting!!!!!

believe

kalo ngomongin believe, selalu identik dengan Agama.
to be honest, selama ini gue masih struggling dalam diri gue tentang kebenaran Tuhan.
bukan berarti gue meragukan Tuhan, gue percaya sama Tuhan 100%
tapi gue juga ga bisa memungkiri kalo untuk percaya sesuatu yang ga nyata, ga kelihatan dan ga bisa kita sentuh itu emang susah,
karna sebagai manusia, kita cenderung berpikir dengan logic, scientific dan ilmiah.
kita percaya akan adanya fakta, evidence, jadi buat apa percaya sesuatu yang ga jelas sebenernya ada atau nggak.
bener ga?

dan 2 minggu yg lalu gue kegereja dan yang hari itu sermon adalah ps. christ
hari itu ada kata2 yang menusuk banget dalam hati gue
" to believe sometimes we do not need a reason, because believing is not reasonable thing"nah lo?? bingung kan??

lalu dy tanya sama gue, kenapa orang tua gue kirim gue ke amrik buat sekolah?
kenapa mereka mau bayar lebih padahal sebenernya gue bisa aja sekolah di indo yang jelas2 lebih murah.
toh at the end, nobody can guarantee kalo nanti gue pasti akan lebih sukses dari pada yang lulusan indo.
so why?

because we believe
kita percaya, orang tua gue percaya bahwa anaknya akan bisa berhasil kalo bisa sekolah di luar.

dan kalo kita mau liat lebih dalam lagi, base of all things that we do is believe.
percaya bahwa apa yang lo pilih untuk lo jalanin adalah yang terbaik buat lo.
ga satu orangpun yang bisa garansi kalo itu terbaik buat lo. tapi pada akhirnya lo tetap ngelakuin itu ato memilih jalan itu karna lo percaya itu yang paling benar buat lo.
ga reasonable kan?

jadi sebenernya ga ada donk alasan buat kita meragukan kepercayaan kita ke Tuhan kan?
benar ga?

boqce